Delay!

Sorry about the delay on the bloggin...I've been sooo busy. Wednesday was my first day of college! yay! it was okay. I had class from 8:00-8:55 and that was Intro to Psychology-which was great. Pretty down to earth class...I don't know anyone in tit but it will get better I hope. Than from 9:05-11:15 I have Anatomy. We get to disect cats haha I'm pumped. My teacher is funny. Today I had Speech which was awful. I met tons of ppl which was excellent but my professor was a complete knot head lol oh well...you always have to have one of those. After speech I had Sociology which was fantastic. I think I'm going to enjoy my classes very well..

Aside from school, I've been having many problems with T and problems with my brother about T. I'm not really sure how to post about them because I obviously don't know from right and wrong. I'm so stressed with it. I don't know who to make happy and I'm killing myself over it! I wish I could just make myself happy without hurting someone.

Lets just say I have a past===don't we all? But it involved doing harm to my body and I don't wanna go back to that...I don't wanna push myself to feel something...save me...