Saturday, August 8, 2009

Let It Out

So I decided when I started this blog that I was gonna tell the story of T and I. As of right now, I don't want to. I'm soooooo MAD! I hate how one week everything can be absolutely perfect then everything goes to crap!

None of this is going to make sense till I tell the story of our relationship-which I will post soon- so excuse my random ranting. Don't you think a relationship has to be a 2 person, 2 way pull, 2 way fight, 2 way conversation, 2 way commitment? I sure freaking think so. After 5 years you'd think we'd figure this out by now. I hate putting so much work into something and having it fall on me 7 days later. I just want to spend time with him and he only wants to when he wants to. This isn't fair. Why am I such a bad person?! Is it that bad to have someone love you that much?!?!?!?!? UHH>>>>>

Ok I think I let it out enough for right now.....God Give Me Peace!
<3 xoxo

1 comment:

  1. Aww girl. I am sorry about your bout problems. Just give it time, it will all work out. I will be praying for ya girl!

    And thanks so much for the kind words on my blog. :) I'm glad that I encourage you. Oh, and I LOVE that song Gravity! Haha!

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